melisica:

“Don’t you wonder sometimes, what might have happened if you tried?”

— Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go

Posted: 5 years ago

tthematics:

i am so sorry for being angry at the people who couldn’t love me in the way that I needed to love myself

Posted: 5 years ago

"A lover doesn’t
 discourage your
 growth. A lover
 says,
 
‘I see who you are today,
 I cannot wait to see who
 you become tomorrow."

Posted: 5 years ago

"the biggest lesson i’ve learned this year is that no one is really your friend or truly loves you until they’ve seen every dark shadow inside you and stayed."

Posted: 5 years ago

"

I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist.

I love saying, Kiss me harder, and You’re a good person, and, You brighten my day. I live my life as straight-forward as possible.

Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.

Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.

But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.

And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.

We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.

We never know when the bus is coming.

"

Posted: 5 years ago

"This time last year, I could have told you who I was, and who I was going to spend the rest of my life with. Twelve months have passed and now all I’m sure about… is that it’s December again."

Posted: 5 years ago

avpdghosts:

*accidentaly vents to friend* great now i can never speak to them again

Posted: 5 years ago